"4am looks better with your smile lighting up the place, I could almost let myself believe you would be a permanent fixture in my life, but you told me lying is wrong, especially to myself. We can talk about the future, what we want, what we don’t and probably in the case of us what will never happen. People like us, we don’t have the happy ever after that everyone else so desperately craves, we live moments in pockets of happiness and the rest in nights of lonely darkness. People like us, we can fall in love, maybe, but it doesn’t mean it will be the picture perfect love from numerous quotes written by the lucky ones who got the girl and smiled. People like us, we don’t seem to be people at all, more lost than found and that’s why your smile at 4am confuses me so."

Telling myself to let go.

(php)

p e n d u l u m

eus:

its true

eus:

its true

 

magentamayhem:

i am perfectly fine with having other people sit on my lap but i can’t sit on other people’s laps because i’m always paranoid that i’d crush them and they’d diE

endocrines2:

*drinks vodka* *gags* “ugh I hate vodka” *drinks vodka*